Monday, August 16, 2004 /
i think i scared mich just now. :/

we were talking about bee at the bus stop, about my mum threatening to throw him away, or dump him at spca. i felt so guilty and sad, i just wanted to cry! i could feel all those tears threaten to spill over, and even though i buried my face in my hands and tried to stop, i couldn't!

it was sooo embarrassing! i was just red-eyed and rudolph-nosed at our school bus stop, which wasn't exactly empty then. i managed to stop, but when i thought about how close i was to losing bee (as in, death), all the tears just started falling again..

emotion eruption.
according to mich.

maybe i'm just in a cranky mood. i don't fancy crying in public. :/

char | 3:26 pm