Friday, October 15, 2004 /

today was the last official school day in Cedar, and i'm soooo gonna miss everyone. LOADS! i feel awful having to leave the school (the people, actually) after four years of hardcore bonding. especially the zedders.

they've been such beautiful people, and the past two years have been absolutely dazzling with them as classmates! we've been through so much together -- the red pineapple, irritating people at the old folks' home, cranky teachers with even crankier mood swings who walk out on our class, the performances we've put up together ..

towards the end of the day, our class gathered at the front of the class and listened to the last bell, which signalled the end of our last school day. the thought of no longer being the oh-so-wonderful and enviable sec 4zed was sooo heart wrenching! sandhya and jo gave impromptu speeches, and i was doing a GREAT job of holding back my tears, until i saw ethel sobbing behind jing. that's when i just couldn't hold back any longer, and just burst out in tears. (fang was just giggling at me the whole time! .. 'so cute! you also can cry ah!') humph.

everyone was teary, actually. but it's because we're all gonna miss each other so much! none of us will ever come across a better class, i'm pretty sure.

so there we were, hugging and sobbing into each other's blouses. jien especially, she kept coming back to hug and console me! (aw, so sweet right?) and everyone else also. i'm gonna miss all my zedders okay!! my super zedders! :)

today was sooo bittersweet. sigh*

i'll always be a zedder, we'll always be zedi. we'll always be ZED. (superzed!)

-wipes tears from eyes dramatically!-

char | 9:21 pm